Friday, 19 June 2015

The importance of period notes (haid)

Assalamualaikum 

Ladies.
Generally, referring to the title, this entry is specifically dedicated to all Muslim women. I’m dedicating this entry to Muslim women because it is related to Ramadhan month.
So, hi Muslim ladies J Have you start to jot down your first day of period? If you have ever jot down it before but currently stopped at the mean time, please start to jot down the date continuously without missed ! No matter either it is jotted down traditionally or in a modern method such as phone apps. It is very useful though !

Besides the fact that it is useful in for family’s planning, I would like to add some more based on my experience. I’ve got a problem to decide either my first day of period has finally reach the time or not (its hard for me to translate it into English. Hmmm my weaknesses. I can’t found the right and suitable structure to realize the sentence. Forgive my English. Will try harder to improve it !) the previous sentence is defining about samada period/haid awak dah datang ke belum – typical term amongst Malaysian Muslim female I guess.

By using the previous notes you’ve jotted down, its very easy for you to decide either it is your first day or not. Compared to the other group who never tick anything regarding their period, it is hard for them to decide the matter. The problem might arise when the period is very little for the initial phase. In Islam, a haid period for woman is one day and one night earlier (paling awal sehari semalam). So, if you already know it is the time range of your usual period time, its easy for you to decide without any doubt. In case you might be a little bit doubted on the matter, never hesitate to refer to the right people.

So yeah. That all for my today’s entry. I hope, it might be useful to all Muslim women out there who faced the same problem with me.

An addition to the above matter, I would like to share a little bit information regarding Ramadhan. Lets start to give more and more during Ramadhan and preserve this attitude on the becoming months. Andddd please renew your niat always. Niat can be set up before, during and after any event you’re facing. Also ask Allah to guide your heart and strength your Iman because human always being tested by Allah with the uncertainty in his/her heart. So, never forget to ask Allah in strengthen your heart and Iman and never go astray because only He can make it happen or not.

Salam Ramadhan Kareem 1426H.

Wassalam ~


Ps : this entry is really
Hard for me. I cant find any suitable
Word for what I want to deliver.
I’ve stop watching English movie
Lately. It might be one of the contribution
Factor though.
Im no good in English and
Still learning and improving.


Monday, 8 June 2015

DONE for my FYP !

Assalamualaikum 

Alhamdulillah !
Nice work Nad. Nice work viva-mate ! We did well. The nervousness ended up well where I thought we will be fired up like hell but indeed, they are too kind in handling us. TQ panels ! 

FYP?
Today kita edit and print it out as soon as possible anddddddd free !
And of course I got exams to sit for !
And its just 4 papers though its hard.
I'm trying my best.

So what's next?
Aaaaa nak kahwin je boleh? Tahniah siapa yang nak kahwin tu. Hiksss
InShaaAllah rezeki lepas ni melambak-lambak. Thats Allah's promise.

Me?
By Allah's will, I'm so gonna pursue my study in Master. I believe all of the classmates already received the email of master study right. Its hard for me to decide the answer. But I hope Allah got the other path for me where my mom always keep it in her du'a. Mom's du'a is always mustajab. I STRONGLY BELIEVE ON THIS STATEMENT SINCE ITS ALWAYS WORK FOR ME IN ANY OCCASION I CATER.

Too many choices in my life though.
And for sure, asking for Allah to show the right path is the best way I have to hold. I mean what we have to hold as a muslim, right?

I can pursue my study in UTM.
Waiting for my details to be completed for master application abroad.
Working as Research Assistant beside Cikdin.
Working as Project Manager in my previous internship company.

Haaa nampak tak ada 4?
Staying at home watlek watkul is the second last choice andddd of course marriage is the laaaaast one ! ahaksssss.

Number two is my priority though. Somehow I'm feeling a lil bit disturbed because I've made nothing at all as the conclusion. I'm feeling like shaking since I got nowhere to go. Believe me. Its sometimes too hard in handling many choices in life.

But I really hope, mom's du'a will be granted and yeahhh I'm done. I can say that the arrangement of my life mostly comes from my mom. But please don't misunderstood my word. Allah is the greatest and He planned my path well. But everything I went through is based on my mom's opinion and demand and I love it that way. I feel secured and safe and sound.

Yeah lets shift the reading onto this !

My viva-mate ! And before we start !

Okay camera oppo memang sebijik bijik nampak. LOL. Hazirahhh the nice girl. I like her !


 After the presentation !


 Sayyyy peace ! Happy after viva. 

Wishing thank you to all behind the scenes people who helped me in soooo many wayssss..

Please allow me to introduce a bit about this attire. I bought this baju kurung songket (not original) in last two fesko. Its L size and I thought it fit me well ! However its NOT !!!! I packed the songket in my drawer and i save it to the last date where its yesterday. Perghhh memang mencengkam babe.

However, I managed to wear it yesterday and I lovin' it !

Ahaksssss

Badan gemukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :(

OK thanks bye....





Sunday, 10 May 2015

My Sunday Evening in UTM


this is fucking real

dah nak habis utm ni dia buat perangi macam syaitan

wifi yes 4g memang connected but nak masuk website macam syaitan

i'm soooo soooo depressed with the whole thing in utm

tak kisah lah dengan manusia ke dengan benda ke dengan apa saja lah

i know i've ruined my rule where i should stay still with my 21 days challenge sentiasa syukur without missed but every day i crashed into something suck, i've to restart my counting days

thefuck

yes

aku sedia maklum. my room memang dekat hujung and susah nak connect tapi tetap

FUCK U 

i don't care what people might think about me 
about my harsh and rude word however, this is fuck

.

ey you know what, perasaan takkan sama taw how we judge 
people yang pernah stabbed your back harsh !
i'm not acting like a child but i've gave my apologies (without them asking for that kind of apologies) since years agoooooo but still, kena tikam juga.
so don't forced me to like them again and again..
korang nak baik nak rapat ke apa, lantak lah. don't drag me into that.
I don't mind to be isolated pun. lagipun, dah tak lama dah nak duduk dekat sini..
i'm just going to focus on my work, and move on from this hectic and pretending life.
lagipun, korang bukan suka aku sangat pun. bila perlu je.
ada lah nak cari aku. get it?
but its okay. aku layan kan aje.

basically. saya naaaak sangat jadi seseorang yang easily to be approached. no matter who you are. 
what you look. what level you're. how old are you. because i really want to help people no matter in what circumstances they want to seek my help.
seriously. dunia ni kan bukan kita punya. semuanya milik Allah.

ILMU tu semua milik Allah.
However, learnt to ask. jangan malu jangan segan. 
andddd ikhlaskan hati nak tolong. bukan sebab kau dah power ke apa ke.
serious. 
jangan angkuh. 
aku sabar je..

Allah...
Please allow me to move from this area..
aku nak move on dari sini and build my new life with new people and new way.
bukan stay je duduk dengan orang-orang yang taknak move on.

Hmmm...
If i was given chance to help, i will help till they meet the success.
not half way. 
anddd if i can do it by myself, i will strive till i met the way. 

 be different and beautiful 


my first wear of new fght jacket (geodesy section).
its nice by the way.

and this is my alone and final field work performing vrs for my psm where i succeed to connect to the server yang macam @#$%^&.

people might say, kita ni tak baik because we have no friend or no good friend who can sacrifies their time for our own benefits. 
but they don't know.
 how awkward it is to keep on pleasing people so that they will be happy to befriend with us. 
its a real hard to think that we've tried our best to be a good friend for them. trying to fulfill their requests.

Allah je tahu..

I know I can do it and bukan aku sombong tapi aku taknakkkk sangat susahkan orang. 
As long as I can manage it by myself, i will try hard.
Whenever its impossible, then I will try to ask.

I'm tired.