Happy Saturday everybody ! It must be your bonding time with family kan. "Please be grateful with what you have ". Alluhakbar. Easy to say. But its really hard to laksanakan. When was my last time of being together with my family? Complete family? I don't know when. I don't remember when. Raya? It was last three years ago.
I'm envying my friend. My nearest friend. My nearest man. My nearest cousin. How lucky they are to have a complete and happy family. Apa orang cakap? Sesusah kita, other people lagi susah.
This January of 2014th will always in my mind. I swear. Betapa susahnya my starting. My January. Taktahu nak describe macam mana. Here and there. Seekinb for help. But none. None of them can help me. Seriously. Allah is the only i can refer to, I can talk to, I can cry to. Allahuakbar....
Sedari kecil, semua urusan adalah di bawah tanggungan mak. Now, tomorrow and forever. Demi Allah aku ingat semua tu. Aku akan ingat dunia akhirat. How strong dan berdikarinya mak. This is my real mom. My forever mom. Walau berapa banyak mak aku ada, ini sahaja mak aku ada. Aku akan ingat, how people sekeliling treat mak. And I will definitely open up their eyes sampai terkeluar bijik mata. How this family yang serba kekurangan ni akan senang nanti. Sebab apa? Mereka pandang sebelah mata je. Sebab we're from not berada family. Apa orang kata, not that senang. Just like they are thousand times more senangd from us padahal? Just wait and see. I'm on my way bruh. All these things mature me. All this things yang terjadi, make me strong. Make me tabah. Aku dah biasa dari dulu lagi.
To whom it may concern, I don't mind if you used to burden my mom since we were born. But for now, I will never let you to burden her again. And to the other family yang look down pada our family, remember, hukum karma tu wujud. Whenever. Whoever. Whatever. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER. Bunyi macam mengancam kan? Seolah-olah aku tanam dendam. Niat bukan nak revenge. Just nak buka mata rakyat luar juga bahawa, don't easily look down pada family yang tak berapa nak senang. Harta yang kau ada semua tu pinjaman je dari Allah SWT. Tiada yang kekal.
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This is my mom.
My strong mom.
Wallahualam...
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