Hardship of my 22

Assalam..

The second post of my Wednesday which is today.

Its not like I'm not appreciate what I've now but it seems to be something that I need to blurt it out.

Yea but still, this kind of hardship will never bet others because everyone has their own cabaran kan. And please remember this, 'Allah will never test His slave for something that unbearable. Allah will test His slave sama dengan kemampuan setiap hambaNya.' So please grateful of all those hardship in life.

My 22 is not like other people. I do lot of work by my own. I talked to strange men and dealt with them in many things. I've been cheated. Not only in biasa-biasa punya issues but also in money thingy too. Its really make me mature enough. I've faced that kind of person at my early age which actually I should focus on my studies yet I'm now still a third year student. Somehow, experiences is a good teacher. I'm not going to look stupid just because I've been cheated but I feel proud of myself because of something rare ni. HAHA. Its not ayat cliche ke apa ke but seriously this is what I feel about it.

Friends? Yes I do have lots of friends outside but it seems like I've never got the chance to hang out with them. I do have friends in JB and alhamdulillah we made it sometimes. But my old friends? Its something normal kan kalau lepak berbuka puasa or something like tengok movie ke apa ke kan together but its normal to them but not me. Its something that I can't grab. Something that I can't have. Something that I can't joined. Seronok. Siapa kata tak seronok lepak? I really miss my soksek's friends paling utama Farah Amalina, and of course my band members. Dalam group asyik cakap jom berbuka jom lepak huhuhu taaaapi I just can watch them from far. I just can read it. I can't interrupt the conversation. HUHUHUHU what a sad life kan.

Somehow I know that I will meet them once I've the chances, once I've the opportunity, once I have the strength and all that. Its just a matter of time.
Alhamdulillah I'm feeling grateful that I can still stalk korang dekat fb ke dekat ig ke dekat twitter ke. Hehehehe I MISS YOU GUYS !

Wahhh what a sadis story kan. Please don't be mad. hehehehe

Till here then, TOODLES GUYS !
Wassalam ~