Istanbul #part-two

Assalamualaikum..

Last night, I'm done with table-arranging and unpacking.
Today, I'm done with my one big basket of laundry and yea now I feel like beating and hitting myself for the suck-bad-lust-of-shopping-habit.

Seriously, 1k of my own-self attire and all from whole to toe was such a BIG expenses.
Y'know what you won't believe it that I spent about 1k for my Istanbul's trip preparation. And this is so bad ! Soo and too bad ! Subhanallah I feel like crying.

This is my first experience of travelling out of my country and I do feel like a crazy-woman that I need to prepare till this level.

Come on Nad, like you never go anywhere for holiday. 

Yes I've..

But I haven't went till this far and the preparation was all from my own effort.

Understand?

But u shouldn't spent that much. 

IT IS A WASTE !

A BIG WASTE Y'KNOW !!!!!

I'm so sorry.

Nad, don't feel sorry for spending huge number of money for that.

But feel sorry that you never learnt any lesson from your past.

You never thought of your hardship, your hardness. 

You know what Nad, after all, you're going to use your old cloths that you brought from home.

TRUST ME

Yea.....

How about the PSM work? hermm hermm hermmm speechless and speechless...

however, alhamdulillah,

but, forgive me. I must have disappoint him alot.

Repeat.

I must have disappoint him alot.

HUHU.

Till now for my before-istanbul trip.

Enjoy for the trip, 'but yes I'm not going to enjoy much and I will still think about the PSM.

Ou Revoir !