My 5:30am Realization

Assalamualaikum..

Its 5:19am . April 27, 2015.

I'm currently sitting for my final semester in BSc of Geomatic Engineering.

Studying or memorizing bundle of notes for Project Management project where I think this subject is killing my brain.

We are study for exam purposes. 

We kept on memorizing for the sake of questions in test and will totally forget after it was ended.

However, I just realized that somehow, it will be useful when the time is there.

If we are meant to be a project manager no matter in what project is, then it will be totally benefit for us.

However, if it weren't meant to be, just let it be and accept it as part of general knowledge which everyone of us should have for life's preparation.

Each time you are giving up and feeling down, go through it and pause a while and resume why you did that. Refresh your niat. Reset the aim. And think, this is for the sake of Allah's knowledge. 

All of this is Hims. Belong to Him.

......

Despite of that disappointment..

I'm critically think about my future plans.

I'm thinking of furthering my study on 'sekian subject;.

However, how far I can reach the goal of the subject.

There is passion on it.

But how far can I reach on that?

Is passion is real enough to get better on that occasion?

Nope !

Passion is only the initiating journey.

Where you've to compliment the other recipes that suit your purposes of life.

Effort.

Attitude.

Thinking.

Oh Allah..

Guide me on the right track.

I'm far far far away with Him.

I'm always disobeyed Him.

Doing something against Him.

I am so in lot of lacking in critical subject.

I just realized about this..

My today's entry is mumbling away from the original purposed.

I'm not going to change the title anyway.

I'm just...

Not in the mood..