my adventurous year 2015

Assalamualaikum. 

my 2014 haven't finished yet i'm talking about my 2015. slowly drafting this entry so i won't give up on my beautiful msbrownshades page. i want to talk about my 2015 really bad. there are few things that i want to make sure it will works as what i planned. 

i'm now on my way to have my application to further my study. i'm just try ya. i haven't decided on which uni i'm heading to. just visited the link and sort of. its quite fancy and tedious. ya. to achieve something is not easy right? so, there will be more than one obstacles after all. i'm searching for the scholarships, universities and any exams required for me to attend. yes i'm serious and i really do. why? why i'm so obsessed on this ? because i've promised my mom. and i have to fulfill it. 

why i want to go there? first of all i really want to improve my english. seriously this is one of the way how i can improve mine. i really want to prove this to someone that i managed to write beautifully, knowledge-basis etc. and i chose to go outside to improve it. 

next...

i love my Malaysia and i really want to make comparison between our country and other country. i really want to know the real meaning how their prime minister rule their own country and how they treat their people. nak tahu, how well the people there are being treated by their pm. is it that high class? is it that bad? is it our country only facing our current type of ruling. is it? and i really eager want to reveal it to Malaysian. seriously. if it is proven that Malaysian were badly treated by our pm, then i have to admit it. however, if it was wrong, indeed the overseas people are facing worst than us, then I REALLY WANT TO LET THE MALAYSIAN KNOW ABOUT THIS FACT. stop comparing and stop saying bad things. i hate it and i'm tired of it. 

i want to map the whole place drawn in world map. i want to have my #nadfairytalestory

i want to mark the map. i want to mapped the map. i want to make it red. i want to paste the map on my wall and filled it with photos and experiences and moments bcs this is what i'm dream of everyday every minute every second each bit of my life.

 

and lastly, i want to let my future man kumpul duit for our marriage. HAHAHA. just in case we will be married earlier. i'm planning to have it after i've my own bmw/honda. first car maybe. it means that the ceremony will be held after my master finish followed by my career phase. hiks. 

inShaaAllahhhh......

mak dah bagi green light and i'm so happy for that. sabar ye bakal suami. hiks. tunggu kite taw. 

im so gonna make a review on my 2014's moment and im looking for a perfect line.

xoxo :)