i feel very bad

Assalamualaikum..

I feel very bad. Bad daughter. bad daughter. bad daughter. i choose to go back to utm and solve my fyp thingy indeed , i've to wait for the license approval from JUPEM regarding the MyRTKnet. 

actually its not my intention. i don't even know that i've to wait for this. somehow, i have do nothing within these 4 days i'm staying here. i should have stay at home and accompany my mom to talk, to cook, go to pasar, to eat. I SHOULD HAVE DID IT rather than i'm staying here waiting, typing, surfing andddddddd many useless things !

i missed my home. i miss mom. cikdin. :(

huhuuhu....

i feel guilty. the most huge burden and heavy things i've to carry out.

basically what i need to do is working and completing my work but 

LAZY ASSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!

i keep on laying on the bed under my cold and windy fan together with angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa...

and do nothing.

typing for about one page of fyp progress and stop, surfing this and that non-stop, for hours. can u imagine that?

*cry a river*

i feel very bad because the fyp thingy steal my holiday. 

dude, can u imagine? i've only this holiday to chill and lepaking with my mom for a long time. when i start work soon, i will never got chance to have a couple week of holidays isn't it? unless few years after work when dah ada business sendiri income selalu ada...

initially, i've to work with people dude. its not my father's company that i can freely ask for a holiday.

HUHUHU I'M A BAD DAUGHTER.

sumpah menangis.

huhuhuhu

this is not good !

this is sooooooooo bad !

i'm hurting her !!!!!!!!!

YaALLAH. mak aku dah tua. hmmmmmmmmmm benci bila fikir pasal benda ni. 

huhuhuhuhu